1. |
what comes after?
02:40
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I know
That you’re not coming back
Why don’t you say so?
Oh, say so?
I walked home
Sometime after dark
and it was nice
Like you were nice
And just cuz you can’t see it
Don’t mean it’s not real
And just cuz you can’t feel it
Don’t mean I don’t mean it
Oh let me go, let me go
It’s all backward
Too focused on the now
But what comes after?
After?
It’s a disaster
Nothing like I’m used to
But that’s alright
That’s alright
And just cuz you can’t see it
Don’t mean it’s not real
And just cuz you can’t feel it
Don’t mean I don’t mean it
Oh let me go, let me
Cross that line
One more time
I promise you won’t even know I’m there
My mistakes
Are make or break
I knew you’d leave me high and dry
And just cuz you can’t see it
Don’t mean it’s not real
And just cuz you can’t feel it
Don’t mean I don’t mean it
Oh let me go...I know.
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2. |
dissociation
02:41
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In and out of blues for years
Transfixed by spots on the wall
Crafting toys from other’s hearts
Headstart for eventual fall
Living life like I’m someone else
Watch my mistakes from afar
Saying things I can’t take back
Cataclysm on par with my
Destruction
It bears repeating
Destruction
Can’t you believe me when I say
I told you so
I’m out of control
A little appreciation
For my dissociation
Darling I think you’re confused
I’m not here for debate or applause
Becoming best friends with myself
It’s time to abandon the cause
Causing pain ain’t hard to do
As long as I’m never to blame
It’s at the forefront of my mind
God forbid if I give a name to my
Destruction
It bears repeating
Destruction
Can’t you believe me when I say
I told you so
I’m out of control
A little appreciation
For my dissociation
Once again, I gotta do this alone
My lights are on but no one’s home
If I think happy thoughts,
maybe I’ll disappear
But no matter how I try, I’m here
Destruction
It bears repeating
Destruction
Can’t you believe me when I say
I told you so
I’m out of control
A little appreciation
For my dissociation
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3. |
02.17.20
03:35
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I wake up alone
I don’t really mind it,
And in fact I’ve grown
accustomed to the sile nce
Almost like I know
that lately I’m the only thing I’ve got
I get out of bed
Ignore the constant buzzing present
in my head
Concentrate on getting out the door instead
I’ll give this indifference thing a shot
Deflect my thoughts of:
“Who am I if I am nothing to you?
No more vices left to see me through
Can’t stop even if I wanted to
This feeling’s so brand new”
I hop in my car
Find the perfect rhythm,
Feeling fine so far
Sing along to everything
Yeah, that’s a start
Trying to accept the things I’m not
And yet I’m stopped by
Who am I if I am nothing to you?
No more vices left to see me through
Can’t stop even if I wanted to
This feeling’s so brand new
It’s 3am, another restless night
Your callous words replaying in my mind
I know none of it’s true,
It's hard to let go, but I'm gonna try
I still think about it all the time
It's hard to let go, but that's alright
But that's alright
Who am I?
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