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1.
xo 03:23
i want you to want me so bad that it stings like the hickey he left last night antarctica was creepin on my neck as i lay sleepin and somehow that's alright if i've had too much to drink, if i'm way too gone to think, do you mind? cause the winter wind's a blowin and the elements won't be kind we've been here before, you don't have to hide from me anymore show me your scars the weight of his words hit me ten times worse and i'm the one who sees you as you are i need you to need me so bad that it aches like my knees on your bathroom tiles and maybe, just maybe, i want you to hate me i don't think i'm worth your while if you tell me what you think as my guts rush down your sink, i won't mind just be honest, don't worry about being kind we've been here before, you don't have to hide from me anymore show me your scars the weight of your words hit me ten times worse and i'm the one who sees you as you are from below was i worth the pain? was i worth the shame? and even so, would you do again? we've been here before, you don't have to hide from me anymore show me your scars the weight of his words hit me ten times worse i'm the one who sees you as you are show me your scars the weight of your words hit me ten times worse i don't want to see you as you are ooooooh
2.
if there were guidelines to your love, i wish i’d known if there’s a user’s manual, why didn’t you say so? remember all those times i let you down before don’t look at me like that, all tired and unsure i know this all came out of the blue, i’m sorry for that i’m a broken record too, play your favorite track there’s no metaphor to capture how i really feel you’re drunk and overwrought, i wish i wasn’t real there’s something in the way you smile that makes me fall apart ever since you turned around, i knew you had my heart the older i become, the less i feel i’m smart please don’t start, please don’t start, please don’t... although there’s so much more to say, i’ll bite my tongue instead i’m looking toward the past - what did we become? strip me of my empathy and bypass any sympathy you’re the proud new owner of the prettiest machine there’s something in the way you smile that makes me fall apart ever since you turned around, i knew you had my heart the older i become, the less i feel i’m smart please don’t start, please don’t start please don’t be so sure baby i should tell you i’m a bore gave you all i have and there’s no more i can’t even tell you what’s in store the kind of girl you’ll grow to hate i’ve missed the deadline, i’m too late there’s something in the way you smile that makes me fall apart ever since you turned around, i knew you’d wreck my heart the older i become, the less i feel i’m smart please don’t start, please don’t start, please don’t start
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you say you saw me yesterday, turned and walked the other way back home and now i'm lying on my bed, wishing i had just ignored my phone cuz i don't feel things half as deep as you, no and i can't say i care what you've been through, so i'll call you when i figure it out i never heard you so resigned the way you were when we hung up last night, oh and even though you can't let go, i can't help thinking you're a little right cause every word you spit at me is true, oh but isn't knowing that enough for you? so just call me when you figure it - everything we said and what we felt is second hand everything i do from this day on is not for you i'll lie to myself i've figured it out i've figured it out i've figured it out
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8.30.14 03:21
smoked up, your crystal’s clear i like the way it burns hard as turning backward i like it when you hurt quiet minds, noisy cities i think i’ll walk instead shift the lens, your sweetness the void that’s in your head he looks for ways to occupy his hands people float like dreams above his bed i kiss his face and watch him walk away i beg him like a child just to stay i burned down your glass house my heart was in your hands finish lines, no next time i thought i could i can’t i thought i could i can’t i thought i could i i thought i could i can’t he looks for ways to occupy his hands people float like dreams above his bed i kiss his face and watch him walk away i beg him like a child just to stay i thought i could i can’t i thought i could i can’t i thought i could i i thought i could i i thought i could

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released May 27, 2019

music and lyrics by hilary davies

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